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Some Fairy Tales Don’t Have Happy Endings<\/h1>\n

But our lives are made up of so much more than how they end.<\/h3>\n
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TikTok has been showing me a lot of clips from the movie La La Land<\/em>. I\u2019m a big fan of the movie. For those of you who don\u2019t know, the movie is about two characters\u2014an aspiring actress named Mia played by Emma Stone, and an aspiring jazz musician named Sebastian played by Ryan Gosling. It was their romantic love story as they built their careers in Los Angeles.<\/p>\n

The TikTok clip I just saw was an interview with the writer-director, Damien Chazelle, where he was asked why he didn\u2019t give the story a happy ending. There was this scene right at the end when Mia and Sebastian were looking at each other across a crowded nightclub. At that point, the movie could have ended with them running towards each other, embracing, and living happily ever after. But the director chose instead for them to share a brief smile with each other, turn around, and walk their separate ways.<\/p>\n

The director explained that if they had stayed together, we as the audience would be wondering just what happened to them next. He instead chose for the ending to be an actual<\/em> ending.<\/p>\n

To that I say: well, it may all make sense in terms of his storytelling, but what about all of us poor fans who sat through the movie? We invested all those emotions into Sebastian and Mia\u2019s fairy tale, only to have our hearts ripped out at the end. We want<\/em> a happy ending.<\/p>\n

But life\u2019s not like that.<\/p>\n

In life, we build up to a lot of endings we wish would happen, but they never do. We go to competitions where we picture ourselves winning. We go to school expecting to pass every exam. We start a job and we expect our career to be a rewarding one.<\/p>\n

But they don\u2019t always go like that. What do we do when they don\u2019t?<\/p>\n

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I\u2019ve been married, and I\u2019ve lived through divorce. It\u2019s no secret that divorce is painful. The end of a marriage is painful.<\/p>\n

Among all the things that I dealt with during my divorce, I remember there was one big question that took me a long time to find an answer to\u2014and I\u2019m still trying to find the answer. That is: can I tell a positive story about my life, to MYSELF most of all? Do I have a story that includes the pain of the ending, but where I still cherish the life I led? A story where I do not wish any parts of it away, any parts of my history away.<\/p>\n

How do I let those painful parts sit with me while still looking forward to the future, to relationships, to family?<\/p>\n

To me, the processing of endings is so important because, in a sense, I know how my life is going to end. It\u2019s the same as how your life is going to end. We will die. We will be gone, and people will cry.<\/p>\n

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In my life, I\u2019ve cried at many funerals for a lot of people I love. Those are endings that are heartbreaking. It\u2019s the grief and the loss and holding on to all those memories, and the heavy emotions that go with the memories that have nowhere to go. The fear of what life will be like without these people that are so important to me.<\/p>\n

But as the initial surge of grief passed, I recognised that their lives didn\u2019t end, because they all live in me. Their stories continue with me. From my grandparents, to my dad, all the way to family and friends who were younger than me who went before I was ready for them to go.<\/p>\n

Their stories did not end because their lives live in all of us whose lives they touched.<\/p>\n

And one day, my time will come. I will be gone, and I believe my children, and maybe grandchildren, will cry because it\u2019s sad.<\/p>\n

It\u2019s sad that our fairy tale had to end with one of us leaving. But I hope that when that happens, they too will learn to laugh. Because they will remember that our fairy tale is made up of so much more than just the end.<\/p>\n

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    When the Bedroom Door Closes<\/h1>\n

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    We lose many things when a marriage ends. I didn\u2019t expect bedtime routines to be one of them.<\/p>\n

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    When I was married, I was home every night during the children evening routines. Their bath, the dinner, brushing teeth, bedtime stories. The aim of the routine is to overcome the children\u2019s tendency to stay up and play, to get them to bed so they get enough sleep. Every night, as I turn off the lights and close their bedroom door, a sigh of relief and a sense of achievement follow.<\/p>\n

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    But something else also stirred, as I paused for a moment after closing the door, and wondered what that sensation I was experiencing was. I knew it was more than the success of getting them to bed on time. Rarely would I be thinking, \u201chow do I make this more efficient at getting them to bed?\u201d There was something else I could not identify.<\/p>\n

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    When marriage ends, as with all separated parents I have to grapple with the fact I could not be in the children\u2019s bedtime routines every night anymore. I missed my children on those nights when the children\u2019s beds at my house were empty, and their teddy bears on the beds stared at me, reminding me of the warmth I wish was there but was not.<\/p>\n

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    Over time, my longing and perspective began to change, as I started to adjust and see the separation through the children\u2019s eyes. They still needed their routine, they needed someone they love to share it with, and they continued to have that every night with a parent and family in different households.<\/p>\n

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    The change in perspective also came from my realisation that all parents, separated or not, at some stage reach the point where their children\u2019s bedtime routine is no longer a part of the life they share. All children grow and eventually have their own lives. I was just grieving something all parents have to let go of eventually.<\/p>\n

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    Realising that children\u2019s bedtime routines eventually disappears for all of us made it matter even more to me, not less. It made me wonder why something so ordinary matters so much in the first place.<\/p>\n

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    As a parent, I can think of the things I do as tasks. Getting the children to bed is a task. To do it, I need to solve problems: reduce arguments, side-step delays, create routines that take less time. I need to be competent at getting two boys to stick to schedules. The more skillful I am, the more success I have. When I succeed, I am rewarded with more time in the evening to relax or complete other tasks.<\/p>\n

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    All that is useful, and important. But it doesn\u2019t explain why I miss it, why I wish for it and look forward to it, why something is missing when it doesn\u2019t happen. Something is in the bedtime experience that is much more than what it objectively looks like.<\/p>\n

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    There are encounters<\/strong><\/em>, where we are present to one another. There is participation<\/strong><\/em>, where we enter each other\u2019s lives and live those lives together. There is relationship<\/strong><\/em>–<\/strong>building, as parent and child, with trust, intimacy and care. We are embodied<\/strong><\/em>, with tired bodies, hugs, irritation, laughter, the kiss goodnight. There is meaning<\/strong><\/em>, where we interpret what is happening, we create memories, form identity, create stories, build hope. All that we do have consequences<\/strong><\/em>, <\/strong>that tonight came from yesterday and changes tomorrow. We practice<\/strong><\/em>, do it again and again, through actual actions rather than just thinking and talking about the routine. And through all of this there is formation<\/strong><\/em>, they are becoming who they are, and so am I.<\/p>\n

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    All of it is dynamic, that makes human experiences human. It takes place in time<\/strong><\/em>. It involves dependence<\/strong><\/em> and vulnerability<\/strong><\/em>. We are always uncertain<\/strong><\/em> about what will actually happen. Every night is particular<\/strong><\/em> and irreversible<\/strong><\/em>. And eventually it ends<\/strong><\/em>.<\/p>\n

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    I began to map this out for myself.<\/p>\n

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    Marriage separation also left me with stretches of time to myself without my children. Some of that time went into parenting in less visible ways\u2014laundry, meal planning, reading school updates, fixing our home, finding places for us to go. But there was still time left.<\/p>\n

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    I began exploring the online world my children were growing into. I had begun my career in technology, but years focused on work in aged care services and then fatherhood meant that the Internet I returned to was very different from the one I remembered.<\/p>\n

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    And I began noticing how easy the digital world makes us see some things, and makes invisible other things. That world put spotlights on views, likes, followers, rankings, transformations, entertainment, productivity, wealth and accomplishments. Views can be counted. Transformation can be shown in a before-and-after reel. Wealth can be photographed. Entertainment can reach large audiences and across borders.<\/p>\n

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    None of these things is necessarily inherently bad. They speak to our achievements. I know the satisfaction of hard work that leads to achieving something difficult.<\/p>\n

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    But I kept thinking about bedtime routines. How does that fit in this picture of human life?<\/p>\n

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    Family evenings would make terrible content. The routines are boring and repetitive. Nothing spectacular happens. Nobody wins. There are no big revelations. These things are difficult to count, commercialise or broadcast. From the outside, almost nothing is happening.<\/p>\n

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    And yet I know how much the evenings matter, especially when they are not there.<\/p>\n

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    Perhaps that is the problem. Are we mistaking the things that are easiest to see for the things that matter most?<\/p>\n

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    Scottie Scheffler, golfer and multiple major championship winner, when he reached the pinnacle of his sport, openly wondered \u201cwhat\u2019s the point?\u201d in a press conference<\/a>. He did not dismiss his achievements. Winning brought tears to his eyes, and he described the sense of accomplishment from living out his dreams as special. But after finally winning the tournament that he had worked towards his whole life, the celebration lasted a few minutes. Then came the ordinary question: what are we going to eat for dinner? Life went on. As he said, “This is not a fulfilling life. It’s fulfilling from the sense of accomplishment, but it’s not fulfilling from a sense of the deepest places of your heart.”<\/p>\n

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    Emma Chamberlain, one of the largest creators to emerge from YouTube, has spoken about a related problem<\/a>. After years of documenting and posting about her life online, she wondered: \u201cAm I even living for real life anymore? Yeah, I\u2019m literally just doing things to film it.\u201d She described having to reprioritise: \u201cyou have to learn how to live first, document second.\u201d When almost anything we do can potentially go viral or build an audience, she said that it can be difficult to remember that \u201csome things still have to be for me.\u201d<\/p>\n

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    Other large content creators have expressed similar sentiments. YouTuber Ali Abdaal has reflected on<\/a> how a podcast he originally enjoyed gradually shifted \u201cfrom the joy of conversation to the strategy of audience engagement, retention and growth\u201d, until it became another platform producing content \u201cfor the sake of algorithms and audiences, for growth and monetisation.\u201d Lilly Singh, another well-known content creator, described in an interview<\/a> how views and subscriber counts became her definition of success: \u201cIt doesn\u2019t matter what I\u2019m making\u2026 you have to get those views.\u201d Eventually she realised: \u201cNumbers never fulfill you because there\u2019s always a higher number.\u201d<\/p>\n

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    To me, perhaps the clearest person to articulate the sentiment is Lea Salonga. After a distinguished career on Broadway and musical theatre, she was asked in an interview<\/a> what she would tell young people who wanted to follow her path. Her answer was, \u201cBe a good human first and then a good artist second.\u201d She explained that being a good artist is \u201centirely contingent, connected, integrated into the kind of person that you are.\u201d<\/p>\n

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    Perhaps we have become very good at recognising and celebrating the things that are visible from the outside \u2014 the artist, the winner, the creator, the success story\u2014while ignoring the other things in human life that matters to us.<\/p>\n

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    Our sense of belonging<\/strong><\/em>, being a part of our family and community, matters to us. We want to care<\/strong> for others and experience others caring for us. It matters to us that we contribute<\/strong><\/em> ie. to make a difference to something outside of ourselves. We value being curious and making discoveries<\/strong><\/em>. We want to express<\/strong><\/em> ourselves, to give form to what is inside us. Our play<\/strong><\/em> is important to us, to enjoy interaction with each other that doesn\u2019t need outcomes. We want to experience beauty and wonder<\/strong><\/em>, to be moved by something we cannot describe. All of this can come together to form a sense of purpose<\/strong><\/em>, to give direction to our lives.<\/p>\n

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    I look at bedtime very differently to the way I did many years ago.<\/p>\n

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    The children and I go through what we need to to get them to bed on time. The evening routine is the same, but every night countless unexpected things happen that make each night unique. We get there eventually.<\/p>\n

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    As I sit beside their beds and tuck them in. I kiss them on their foreheads, and tell them I love them always.<\/p>\n

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    The Irreversibility of Life<\/h1>\n

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    I had a conversation with my children near bedtime a few nights ago. I was trying to get all of us to bed on time. As time dragged on, they weren\u2019t moving fast enough through their bedtime routines. I got caught up doing too many things myself and became impatient. The more stressed I became, the more stressed all of us became.<\/p>\n

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    We needed to calm down, and somehow we did the opposite. The children did what children do and got more excited. My tone became firmer, in a way that made them listen to me even less. Everything took longer.<\/p>\n

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    We got there in the end, but there were a lot of things I wish I had done and said differently.<\/p>\n

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    You know how in the Marvel Cinematic Universe, there is a Time Stone, which allows us to reverse time, to go back and redo the past?<\/p>\n

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    That\u2019s what I wish sometimes, the superpower to go back and redo evenings like that.<\/p>\n

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    It would be nice to reverse mistakes, and rewrite memories, so all of us came out happier. There are many evenings where things don\u2019t go perfectly. They accumulate. They become a pattern that leaves a bad taste in life: the feelings of regret, the reminders of my inadequacies, and the accumulating fear that things will turn bad.<\/p>\n

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    It would be nice to wish all that away.<\/p>\n

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    But it is funny that I only want to reverse the events that turned out bad. I wouldn\u2019t want to erase the things that turned out good.<\/p>\n

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    If I reverse that evening, what happens to the rounds of singing we did together? I definitely don\u2019t want those to change. I got a lot from the singing we did together, even though it wasn\u2019t perfect.<\/p>\n

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    That evening was not neatly divided into bits I want to keep, and bits I want to erase. It was all part of the one evening. Most evenings are like that.<\/p>\n

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    If I remove the bad parts, what else also changes? What happens to all the ordinary bits that my kids and I build our relationship on?<\/p>\n

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    Maybe tampering with bedtime events isn\u2019t what I want superpowers for.<\/p>\n

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    If I really did have time manipulation powers, what I really would want to use it for is so that my dad is still with us.<\/p>\n

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    My dad passed away eight years ago. The boys were only two and four years old then, so whatever memories they have of him, if they have any at all, aren\u2019t enough. I am sad about that, and most days I wish my dad were here again.<\/p>\n

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    Technology offers strange imitations to that wish. I can create videos using AI with my dad talking about things I remember him saying to my children, things my children probably don\u2019t remember. My dad once sat one of the boys on his lap and explained where his name came from. With technology, I can realistically recreate that scene.<\/p>\n

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    I can put my dad into every family photo. I can clone his voice from recordings and have him speak to us again. As these technologies develop, we will be able to create experiences that reality does not allow us to have.<\/p>\n

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    But technology cannot reverse time. It cannot give my children another moment on their granddad\u2019s lap. It cannot give my dad a glimpse of what his grandchildren look like at 10 years old. It can only create fabrications based on traces of the past.<\/p>\n

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    I don\u2019t think my dad would want us to unravel the past. We have to let him go, and I think he\u2019d want us to let him go. I think he would have wanted us to live our lives as they are now.<\/p>\n

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    Part of that life is remembering him, wishing he were still here, sharing stories about him, and enjoying what he left us. The sadness of him being gone is part of our life now.<\/p>\n

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    My boys discovered some old family photos on my phone recently. We sat together and went through those old photos and looked at what they were like when they were babies. As we jostled over each other trying to get close to the phone screen, we had a lot of laughs about how they used to stack up paper towels and knock them down for fun, how our old kitchen chairs have been replaced with a bench. Sometimes when we came across a photo with my dad, I paused a bit longer. I hugged my boys and they snuggled their faces into mine, and we smiled.<\/p>\n

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    Memories make us rich.<\/p>\n

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    People do leave us sometimes, but what they give us doesn\u2019t leave with them.<\/p>\n

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    Just as a difficult bedtime routine doesn\u2019t erase the singing that happened that same evening, losing my dad doesn\u2019t erase the life we had with him. It\u2019s all remains part of our human experience.<\/p>\n

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    We live a life where things that happened don\u2019t unhappen. Perhaps that isn\u2019t something I need superpowers or technology to fix.<\/p>\n

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    On the Patio at Villa 27<\/h1>\n

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    When I was a manager at a retirement village, there was a short period when I would go regularly over to Mr Sato\u2019s house in Villa 27. I have known Mr Sato for many years, going through many stages of his ageing. When I started my regular visits, Mr Sato had recently lost his wife. He had dementia and was barely able to keep living independently in his house. With in-home support services however, he was still there.<\/p>\n

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    We would chat for long periods, and he would usually tell me the same stories he told me the day before, and not remember that he had told me. I would tell him the same things I told him the day before, and there would be no signs he recalled I had already said them. We both would laugh at those stories, sometimes we would be sad about something in his past he regretted. On his patio, we spent many hours.<\/p>\n

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    Each day when I leave his home to return to my work for the day, I would write in his notes that I had visited him. Besides dates and times, there was rarely anything new to add. I cannot determine that being with him helped his dementia, or slowed his decline. We talked about the same things, in almost exactly the same way. Most of the day\u2019s occurrence would be wiped from his memory by the time I returned the next day.<\/p>\n

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    And yet, I felt the visits was not a waste of time. It was what our relationship called for. It was when we recognise each other\u2019s dignity as human beings.<\/p>\n

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    I have told this story to many people before, and asked the question, \u201cDid I waste my time with all those visits?\u201d Almost universally the response is the same: of course those afternoons were worthwhile.<\/p>\n

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    Yet when I asked why, we found it surprisingly difficult to come up with answers. If they achieved no clear outcomes, why did they feel so deeply worthwhile? It is one of those things I believe as humans we can feel and experience, but languages and words have not caught up with.<\/p>\n

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    One possible reason for the anomaly is that we perhaps grew up learning to explain our actions by pointing to the results. Actions are justified by answers to questions like: What did we achieve? What did the actions produce? Did they make someone better?<\/p>\n

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    Those are good questions. It lead us to many human advances. Most of the resources I enjoy is because people before me asked those questions.<\/p>\n

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    But they are not the only questions human beings asks. The majority of human life is lived beyond those questions. During times when we sit with a dying parent, when we listen to a child who discovered something new, when we share a meal with someone, when we play music together, when we write in a journal no one else will read, or when we sit quietly with a cup of coffee.<\/p>\n

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    These are times when optimising for an outcome is not the point. We live them, be present and immerse ourselves in the experience of encounters, relationships and formation.<\/p>\n

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    Raising children is one area that requires an enormous amount of deliberate optimisation for outcomes. A parent has to ensure our children are safe, healthy, educated, and meeting development milestones. A lot of functional planning and actions go into organising schedules and attending appointment. We research schools and extra-curricular activities. We engineer opportunities for them to spend with their loved ones. We work on earning income, to budget and make wise decisions with their resources.<\/p>\n

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    Raising children is like that. But I have also come to realise there is much more to the experience of parenting than that.<\/p>\n

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    Recently I was driving my kids home after their weekly dance lesson, with them in the back seat. We knew where we were going. I knew how to drive. There was nothing to solve.<\/p>\n

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    Somewhere behind me, they quietly picked up my phone and took this photograph.<\/p>\n

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    I don\u2019t remember what we talked about. Perhaps we hardly spoke at all. But they noticed the sunset the same time I did. They wanted to keep the moment. That\u2019s now one of my favourite photographs.<\/p>\n

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    I can\u2019t point to what our car rides achieved, beyond the outcome of getting from point A to point B. It didn\u2019t improve their grades. It didn\u2019t make them healthier. It didn\u2019t teach them measurable skills.<\/p>\n

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    If we had a teleportation machine, would I have used it and got rid of the car rides? Most definitely not. The car rides were never merely about getting from one place to another.<\/p>\n

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    I wonder if we have become so accustomed to asking about outcomes, we forget other questions:<\/p>\n

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    What kind of human beings are we? What are we present for? What kind of people are we together?<\/p>\n

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    Perhaps those ordinary moments are not interruptions to the life I am striving to accomplish. Perhaps they are my life.<\/p>\n

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    Perhaps there is something in sitting with Mr Sato on the patio at Villa 27.<\/p>\n

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    There Are Six Billion People in My Living Room<\/h1>\n

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    The Internet moved billions of strangers into our homes. How do we live together?<\/h3>\n

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    Both my mum and dad had nine siblings. I grew up in Malaysia in a large traditional Chinese extended family where weekends meant family banquets, birthdays, weddings, and children playing in packs.<\/p>\n

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    My cousins and I organised ping-pong tournaments entirely within the family. Countless parents, uncles, aunties and grandparents helped us. We gathered and trained. We kept competition ladders. We held award ceremonies.<\/p>\n

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    Family weddings routinely had guest lists in the hundreds. When we all gathered at my home to watch a movie on our small TV set, it was more like a theater crowd at the cinema than a family in a living room.<\/p>\n

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    Looking back, I don\u2019t remember anyone teaching me how to live with people. I just grew up surrounded by them.<\/p>\n

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    When I was eighteen, I moved to Australia. Without realising it, the noise disappeared. Family and weekends became just my parents, my three siblings and me. There was a newfound sense of freedom, to be able to decide what to do without considering what the rest of the family was doing. For the first time, I could hear my own voice and be my own person. In that environment, I grew up and became the person I am now.<\/p>\n

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    But something had quietly disappeared with that sense of freedom. I didn\u2019t know what it was\u2026 for the next 30 years.<\/p>\n

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    Over those 30 years I watched the Internet and then social media emerge. And I also became a father. It is when those two worlds collided, watching billions of people learn to live together online while simultaneously watching my children grow up, that forced me to ask the question:<\/p>\n

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    What does it actually mean to live with other people?<\/p>\n

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    For most of human history, the question of how we lived with other people had obvious answers. We learnt by growing up inside families, neighbourhoods, villages, schools, churches, sporting clubs and workplaces. There was no conscious study of how to live together. We absorbed that through ordinary interactions. You greet people when they arrive. You notice when someone is missing. You apologise when you hurt somebody. You congratulate people. You wait your turn. You forgive. You work through awkwardness because the same person will still be here tomorrow.<\/p>\n

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    These tiny rituals were never particularly exciting. They were simply living life together.<\/p>\n

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    Then, within a single generation, six billion people walked into our living room.<\/p>\n

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    The Internet connected more than half of humanity into one shared space. We now have to learn how to live with one another at a scale no human civilisation in history has ever experienced.<\/p>\n

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    The trouble is that our digital spaces weren\u2019t really designed around living together. They were designed for competition, performance, consumption, transactions, and attention.<\/p>\n

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    Even many of our kindest online interactions become performances. We perform parenting. We perform caring. We perform belonging.<\/p>\n

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    We forget the feeling of being around someone. It is a lot easier to see a person as part of a label: an audience, followers, customers, creators, content. It is surprisingly easy to encounter thousands or millions of people every day by considering them as one \u201caudience\u201d. We forget how to simply be with another human being.<\/p>\n

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    That missing piece that stuck with me since leaving Malaysia finally became clear to me. Beyond the banquets and the large family and the ping-pong tournaments, what I was missing was practice<\/em>.<\/p>\n

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    For eighteen years I had practised living with people. Without knowing it, my family had been giving me daily exercises in being human. Every gathering, there were invitations. People arrived. People left. Someone cooked. Someone washed dishes. Children fought and adults stepped in. Someone became sick. Someone died. Someone got married. Someone graduated. Someone sat beside me watching a movie.<\/p>\n

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    Someone also said clumsy things\u2026 a lot! Someone made an insensitive joke. Someone boasted a little too much. When that happened, in my family an older aunt changed the subject, or an uncle laughed and let it go. Someone quietly gave another person the benefit of the doubt. Somehow, the room turned small sparks into background noise of a family that cares for everyone.<\/p>\n

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    As a child, I absorb all of it without ever calling it a lesson.<\/p>\n

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    Looking around online now, I wonder if we sometimes misunderstand what social media is for. There is a saying, \u201cContent is king!\u201d, ie. the videos, photos, livestreams, articles, comments. But perhaps the media content isn\u2019t the point, or even the product at all.<\/p>\n

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    Perhaps the content is simply the excuse to have a situation where we get to practise being human.<\/p>\n

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    Do I make room for someone else?
    Do I celebrate another person\u2019s success without needing to redirect attention back to myself?
    Do I stay when conversations are uncomfortable?
    Do I acknowledge another person\u2019s dignity with ordinary words of \u201chello\u201d, \u201cthank you\u201d, or \u201cI\u2019m sorry\u201d?
    Do I exercise restraint when I could easily score points? Is this the moment to be gracious?
    Do I invite someone in? Or quietly show them out?<\/p>\n

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    These are the practices of civilisation. Civilisation needs millions of tiny daily rituals repeated over and over again to sustain itself, more than it needs grand ideas.<\/p>\n

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    At this point I find myself strangely hopeful. Sure, the Internet has exposed humanity\u2019s worst instincts: the divisions, the outrage, the need to perform extremes. But it has also created the greatest opportunity in history to practise our best instincts. Every comment is a chance to welcome someone. Every disagreement is an opportunity to remain present. Every livestream becomes a place where strangers learn, however briefly, what it feels like to belong.<\/p>\n

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    Online, we like to spend time debating what social media is, arguing whether it is good or bad. Perhaps the more important question and the simpler one is: six billion people have walked into our living room. How shall we live together?<\/p>\n

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    Because one day my children will inherit that living room. More than any assets or advanced technology we build for them, I hope they inherit the ordinary habits of living with other people.<\/p>\n

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    The Privilege of Listening<\/h1>\n

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    The Internet taught me how to speak. It took thirty years to learn how to listen.<\/h3>\n

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    Leong Hiew<\/a><\/p>\n

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    Jul 25, 2026<\/p>\n

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    We\u2019ve won.<\/p>\n

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    For years, those of us who grew up silent fought for the capacity to speak. We have that now. Open any social media app, any group chat, any comment section, any livestream, and we have the ability to say what we want to say, and have that available to a lot of people.<\/p>\n

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    Think back to 30 years ago, before the Internet, before social media. Back then, the only way I could express what I wanted to express was to say it to my little sister\u2026 and even then she could just go hide in her room and lock the door behind her.<\/p>\n

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    Now there is no barrier. I can turn on a livestream and I can speak to the public. I can record a song, dance, perform on a global stage. I can talk about the latest news and give my opinions. I can put up a video to teach people something I just learnt. My voice is as loud and as far-reaching as I want it to be. That applies to the vast majority of us.<\/p>\n

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    This is when we realise we don\u2019t just want to be able to say what we want to say. What we actually want is to be heard. We yearn for someone to listen.<\/p>\n

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    30 years on, I am still speaking and my sister\u2019s door is still shut.<\/p>\n

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    In the early 1990\u2019s, while studying Computer Science at university, I recall the euphoria brought on by being able to reach people through emails, share on public bulletin boards (BBS), and put pages up on the World-Wide-Web. After that, the social platforms started to emerge: SixDegrees, Friendster, MySpace, etc. They were built for connection. We could make profiles. We added people we knew. We sent messages back and forth. In our slow and clumsy way, we began to speak online, and we listened to people who spoke back.<\/p>\n

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    Then came Facebook and Twitter. When the events of Arab Spring happened, we thought social platforms had arrived and we could finally hear voices from around the world.<\/p>\n

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    However, just as we found our voices, we stopped caring about whether anyone was heard. We discovered that profit came from more talking and less listening.<\/p>\n

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    In early to mid 2010\u2019s, the feed arrived, along with the now familiar infinite scroll and recommendation algorithms. The side of the Internet that listened got quietly rebuilt so that we didn\u2019t listen, we just consumed. We couldn\u2019t sell ads or products with listening, but we could with scrolling. As consumers, we were more likely to stay, to react, to buy.<\/p>\n

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    Without anyone quite deciding it, conversations and connections turned into consumption. Hardly anyone noticed the difference.<\/p>\n

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    And the strategy worked. Everyone who wanted a voice got one. Everyone got a platform and channel. The brands, the politicians, the athletes, the entertainers, the parents, the fifteen-year-olds\u2026 your neighbour, me. Everyone can talk now. Everyone is talking.<\/em><\/p>\n

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    But if everyone is speaking, who is listening?<\/em><\/p>\n

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    The unsettling truth for me is that not many people are listening.<\/p>\n

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    There’s a rule-of-thumb online (the “90-9-1 rule”) that says roughly 90% of people never post at all. They sit silently and lurk. Somewhere along the way we were trained to take in what is given, and move on to the next thing. We were never taught that we can actively listen to what is in our feed.<\/p>\n

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    For a while I thought the answer was to leave the feed behind, and move to more private messaging apps. The Discord servers, the WhatsApp groups, the Slack teams. I joined many, built a few of my own. I find it hard to justify that they are significantly better. Their features were geared towards the amount of messages sent, minutes spent, notifications tapped. They are remarkably similar to social media, just in smaller spaces.<\/p>\n

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    So I went further and signed up to accounts on community platforms like Circle and Mighty Networks. These platforms were explicitly promoted as doing community better than social media. I find again features to help me talk more, from better comments, faster chat, smarter introductions, to prompts to keep posting.<\/p>\n

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    We have spent thirty years building infrastructure for speaking. Nobody has built the infrastructure for listening. Nobody asks, did anyone actually feel heard?<\/em><\/p>\n

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    Is it that as a society, we dont know how to listen? That can\u2019t be so. I don\u2019t believe it is so. There are many community builders who are excellent at listening. There is an abundant amount of beautiful work on listening, but they are found in off-line dialogue circles, in work surrounding conflict resolution, and in old community organising. Very little has been adapted to suit online communications.<\/p>\n

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    Our lesson from social media is that the resources available for listening are not naturally going to be adapted and adopted. Communication platforms we build naturally drift back toward talking, because listening doesn’t pay. If listening is going to survive, someone has to intentionally practice it.<\/p>\n

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    To me, listening isn\u2019t one skill. It is a handful of small, unglamorous habits. I am nowhere near mastering them, but I try. What I noticed is that listening asks of me to do the opposite of almost everything the Internet trained me to do. These include to wait instead of react, to receive-and-hold instead of reply, to stay curious about what someone meant, to stop and evaluate my own assumptions about people.<\/p>\n

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    As I form those habits, I came to some particular practices that seem to work better online than offline:<\/p>\n

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